hahahahha....

holy tutttttt.....

lama lak aih xbukak menda alah nih....xterpk amende nk taip....last post aku pon xperasan bile aku wat....

new exercise regime made me sweating a lot, and exhausting me more....but that's the price to pay for irregularities in food taking. i've set my food taking routine from eating whatever,whenever i want to the point of starvation, and that's not going to help boost my metabolism either. but i decide to use a lot of energy harvested through these food taking courses man, because you know, conversion of energy to fat will make anybody in the world looks ugly, no matter how beautiful you face is or how fairer you skin (for guys, we call it buncit, sound familiar? for the women, i thought on their buttocks and other two places, which I'm not sure enough).

my job is none, and still hoping to get one. i never want to lose hope you know, because that made me realized that when i doubt my fate, directly it means i'm losing my believe, hope and patience to our one and only ALLAH, and i don't want to be one. i prefer to take those pickings and criticizing......because that one is simply one of my character for the last, i don't know, maybe in the past 2 -3 years back.

feelings to my beloved friends, whether they already married or not, are still the same. guys, i don't want to rock the boat, but even though i maybe seem of an anti social type of person, i do treasure our nice and sweet moments together, guys and girls, men and women....and for those friends i already forgot, i'm sorry guys, i think my 'i-don't-care-much' attitude is the one to blame. but i hope we can reconnect, so that we can re-tie this friendship bond until our last day....

since i've got no job, don't know what to do, stumble across numerous websites posted on my facebook wall, i laid my eyes on one, on wasting-time. really hit me in my face (hahahaha), but i take it as a reality check for myself. i need to start gaining some knowledge again, hope that it will benefit me mostly, and other people indirectly.

i think my character has transformed bit by bit to be a self centered person, but i thinks that can help dealing with some issues i had, in the past, present or maybe the future.it does not hurt to take safer path...i guess...

till then...hope this blog will be my electronic diary...though it may made you heard it in a girly way, i don't care enough...hahaha

p/s : congratulations for my friends who already married, i look at the pictures you uploaded, and for sure, my compliments uttered as i saw them....